| Yep, that'll be right! |
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| Your 2005 Song Is | 
Boulevard of Broken Dreams by Green Day
"My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating"
In 2005, you bummed everyone out. Like you care. |
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| Traumatic times |
[03 Nov 2005|05:53pm] |
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Well this is my first update for absolutely months now! Things have been extremely weird and difficult since my mother died on August 6th. It was really distressing and walking behind her coffin with my dad and my two sisters. Truly it was the only time i've experienced heartache - it was so literal it was terrifying. During her Funeral when the priest was talking about her turning away from the faith (before she came back to the Church just days before her death) it felt like my tie was suffocating me. It's been nearly 3 months since and the pain is easing slightly, still makes me sad when little things remind me of her. Like just the other day i was eating a packet of Fruit Pastels and eating a black one reminded me of her, because when i was little i would always give her the black ones because she liked them the best. I have this photo of her after she got dressed up on my Sister's Wedding day and i look at it all the time and occasionally i kiss it. She died exactly a week (and to the minute) after my sister had gotten married. That was the last thing she had left to hang for and she managed to, although too weak to attend in person. We were so glad that we all went to the hospice where she was staying so that she could be in some of the Wedding Photos. At the moment i'm feeling really lonely and that nobody understands why i am how i am at the minute. They don't get it, and nobody could unless they've been what i've been through. Work is quite stressful as well as we've got an inspection in a couple of weeks, and i'm frustrated and my inability to tell the girl i really want (called Lucy) how i really feel. I need some happiness, but am scared of what yet more sadness and disappointment will do to me.
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| Last Night! |
[03 Jul 2005|03:59pm] |
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I was so looking forward to last night as well having not been to Spiders for two weeks, and almost inevitably it was pretty shit! Earlier in the day was alright though, i was watching LIVE 8 on the TV and then went to a Barbeque. There was just way too many people in Spiders making it way too warm and uncomfortable, and getting served was such an ordeal. I was looking for my friends for a lot of the night so i found myself walking around in circles - outside, back inside, then outside again. That was frustrating! The start of the night was the coolest part though - they played some good punk rock songs in the Black Widow bar and i got a free Alkaline Trio 'Time to Waste' single DVD. Met the two girls (Jenny and Ellie) that i saw in Milton Keynes at Green Day and just said hello and that - that was cool. The best part was seeing my friend Kate again after she had been in America for 10 months, seeing her the first time again momentarily bought back all my old feelings for her. Then i managed to contol myself and go talk to her for a bit, although she was talking to loads of people all time. But apart from that i didn't see anyone new that i like, and so once again i left feeling depressed and unloved. I should be used to that by now really. Now i've got another long and hard week at work to get through, before hopefully having fun next weekend. I won't hold my breath though!
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| Things keep breaking! |
[14 Jun 2005|10:13pm] |
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Saturday it was my watch (needs a new pin to hold the strap together) and on Monday it was my glasses (the right arm is fucked at the joint!) I've had to stick it together with cellotape. I do look fucking tragic (as Kerryann would say when she's at her insensitive totally fucking drunk stage), even more geeky with the D.I.Y cellotape thing!
So that's two things i've got to pay to get repaired! I've gotta wait until i've had my driving lesson on Thursday before i do it - there's no way i can drive without them! I wish i could just weld them to be honest
Nowt much has happened despite going out last Thursday, Friday, Saturday and Sunday! All times were pretty cool just hanging out with my closest friends and having interesting conversations.
I can't wait for the weekend to roll on and for me to get my ass down south and witness the awesome event that will be Green Day at the Milton Keynes Bowl on Sunday.
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| Tonight..... |
[05 Jun 2005|03:31am] |
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Tonight at Spiders was pretty shit! Some my friends were ignoring me and seemed totally disinterested in the way i was feeling. The alcohol doesn't really help when i'm pissed off, it just makes me worse. I need to make new friends i know - because everyone else seems to. I walk around and everyone is always involved talking to someone, so i just have to walk away again.
Oh well there's always next week - hopefully they'll be more people that i know there then! I've gotta make next week good as i'll be absent on 18th June because i'm going down to see Green Day in Milton Keynes on the Sunday. That's gonna fucking rule.
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| Since my birthday! |
[23 May 2005|10:48pm] |
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Yeah i had a good birthday, despite certain people (who know who they are) not able to come out due to lack of money and other commitments. It's cool, i'm not annoyed anymore lol. Enjoyed Tuesday night at the Welly way more than the Wednesday at Pozition, the reason being that Welly plays the type of punk music that i love so much. Was great to dance to my favourite band Bad Religion shortly after the clock past 12am. So i feel older now that i'm actually 25! Friday night was cool - went to a gig in town to see the lead singer of Leftover Crack (Stza) play an acoustic set. Everyone was going nuts, which is weird considering he was play acoustic covers of Leftover Crack/Choking Victim songs.
Saturday 14th was also eventful - i went to a stag day/night in Birmingham. Had lunch in the Hard Rock Cafe and paid £10 for a BBQ Hickory Bacon Cheeseburger! Then went to a few pubs and cheesy nightclubs and had lots of beers - didn't get drunk though! Was all good.
Then i was at home in Coventry for a week! I was mainly helping out Dad with looking after Mum and doing jobs around the house like hoovering, cleaning the bathroom and even window cleaning. Went to Birmingham again on Tuesday to see Warwickshire play Cricket - i like my Cricket! Warwickshire won, so that pleased me.
Saturday 21st was my Mum and Dad's birthday - Mum is now 59 and Dad 63. Yep they are getting old. I wonder if Mum will see another birthday, i doubt it! My Dad organised a Race Night with a Raffle and an Auction (to raise money for Myton Hospice - a hospice that looks after terminal Cancer patients) and over 100 family, friends and neighbours were they for my Mum. She was so delighted that everyone came and she had a fun night which was the main thing! I bought a 1kg bar of Dairy Milk for £9 - insane i know but its for a good cause and i'll savour every square. Over £1,400 was raised on the night which was brilliant.
So now i'm back in Hull and looking forward to going to Spiders again this Saturday - when you're not there you really miss it! Hopefully i'll meet a friend i "met" on Myspace called Lizzy this week. She seems really cool and likes the same music as me. She's attached but that's cool, i can be just friends with girls who are attached! I've got a crush on a girl that goes to Spiders who is also attached - just my luck, hey? She's far too fucking pretty to like me anyway, but she always comes up and says hello to me which makes me smile :)
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| Shit, i'm 25 on Wednesday! |
[09 May 2005|10:02pm] |
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Not updated for a while, just a few things have happened:
1) Labour got elected again - why are the majority of the electorate such fuckwits? Watch as old Labour returns when they get rid of Blair!
2) Everybody pulled on Saturday apart from me and everybody is really happy and i'm totally like unhappy and feeling like a loser! Still when the one comes she'll just be there right? No point in looking too hard. Sometimes i feel like if i was to get with someone, it would just be typical that someone even more suited and right for me will come along. Then i'd have to let someone down and i hate doing that to people. Miss Right better come along soon.
3) Coventry lost 2-1 to Crewe - doesn't matter though as we were safe from relegation.
So anyway, i'm 25 on Wednesday! Then i'll be going home to Coventry on Saturday for 9 days, so i'll be missing Spiders for a while. Think i need a little break from it anyway so that's cool. I'm looking forward to seeing my family for a wee while, especially when it is my parents birthday on the 21st!
To all my friends: Get your ass down to the Linnet and Lark tomorrow to see The City Ghosts. Afterwards i'll be going to Welly too! Then on Wednesday my plan is to go into town in the afternoon, probably to Subway and White Horse and then go to Pozition on the night time. Give us a text and tell us what you can make!!!!!
Adios Amigos
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| A Fucking Cool Weekend For Once! |
[02 May 2005|05:01pm] |
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I'm a lot happier that i was this time last week! Had an immmensely enjoyable weekend for once. Friday night at Spiders wasn't as good has it has been in recent weeks - but still it was good fun hanging out with Holly and Ijeoma and dancing to cool eighties songs! Saturday afternoon was mint too with my beloved Coventry City demolishing Derby 6-2 in the last ever game at Highfield Road to avoid relegation from the Championship. The new Stadium is right by my parents house, a mere 15 minutes walk across a park! I'm looking forward to going there for the first time next season - hopefully to see Coventry beat Hull City. Saturday night was interesting, went to Quayside for a little while - was a bit too posh and full of old people for me and the drinks are too expensive there. Got to Spiders and Lora tells me that it was me that has been getting on her nerves recently for apparently not giving people a chance and judging them on first impressions. I was surprised, very surprised indeed! She hasn't given any indication when we've been out previously that this was the case, just that other people have been doing so for the same thing. Maybe i do form impressions about people quickly, most people do. I just say things how i see them at the time, i don't mean to hurt anybody. Maybe i should keep schtum a lot more and keep my impressions to myself! Anyway we talked a bit about it and everything is cool now i think. The rest of the night was ace, i was outside and this girl (called Jenny) comes up to me and goes "Oh my God, you're my idol! I've seen you on Spiderspics" and she bowed down in worship of me! lol. It was very flattering indeed, i needed the ego boost! Nothing happened though, she seemed a bit young for me anyhow. Then i saw this girl i knew and fancied from when i was at University called Annika, she also used to be a barmaid at Spiders back in the day. Was nice to know she has moved back to Hull after 4 years away and works in York. Lora lost her mobile phone and i asked at the bar and got it back for her and she was hugging me telling me she loves me. I'm sure it was just relief at getting her phone back though, hehe. Also was cool hanging out with Kate Bush (aka Kerryann) too! She is a really nice woman and she just makes you smile whenever you look at her, her personality is just really infectious. Hope this Saturday will be really good too as i'll be absent from Spiders on May 14th and May 21st due to family engagements in the West Midlands - May 14th is my Brother-in-Law to be's stag night and May 21st my Mum and Dad's Birthday. Going out tomorrow night for a gig at the Linnet and Lark to see The Supatones - Hull's premiere Ska band! A must see, so get your ass down there! Admission is free, so there is no excuse. Cya there.
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| Acronym |
[28 Apr 2005|04:57pm] |
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| T | Temperamental | | H | Handsome | | E | Exquisite | | K | Kinky | | E | Entertaining | | V | Valiant | | M | Misunderstood | | E | Exquisite | | I | Important | | S | Scary | | T | Tough | | E | Earthy | | R | Radical |
Name Acronym Generator
From Go-Quiz.com
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| How to make TheKevmeister! |
[26 Apr 2005|05:14pm] |
| How to make a thekevmeister |
Ingredients:
3 parts pride
3 parts crazyiness
3 parts empathy |
Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Top it off with a sprinkle of emotion and enjoy! |
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| I'm fucked up! |
[24 Apr 2005|01:34pm] |
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Wow, my weekend was soooo cool up to about 5pm yesterday afternoon. Coventry were winning 1-0 away against Plymouth deep, deep into injury time then bam - "the final score from Plymouth is 1-1". I was fucking distraught, the screams on "No, you bastards!!!!!" must have seriously freaked out my neighbours. Then i'm afraid to say i took my bad mood out with me to Spiders, where little things and other bigger things really, really pissed me off. I can't divulge all the exact details here due to certain people being involved reading this here journal and them knowing other people who fucked me off a little. All i can say is that my happiness is affected by the happiness of my friends! I hate being upset and jealous because they are happy, i know that is seriously fucked up and selfish. I love my friends to fucking bits. But sometimes i think my fondness of some of them is just a little too much, most of the time going beyond the boundaries friends should have. I know i've gotta find away of dealing with this before it tears me and my friendships apart, i just don't know how. It's kinda ironic that i met them to "Love Will Tear Us Apart" by Joy Division.
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| Oh Fuck Yeah! |
[22 Apr 2005|12:25pm] |
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I passed my Driving Theory Test today! Spent just 6mins 30 secs on the Questions and scored 34 out of 35 and then i got 52 out of 75 for the Hazard Perception part. This weekend is gonna be fucking mega! Gonna get fucked tonight (probably not literally but oh well, hehe)! Can't stop smiling :)
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| Watching History is exciting! |
[19 Apr 2005|05:22pm] |
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I was born a Catholic you see and even though i don't go to Church anymore what is happening right now in the Vatican City has really moved me to tears. The new Pope has been elected, the white smoke has billowed from the Sistine Chapel and the bells of St. Peter's Basilica have rung all around St.Peter's Square (St.Peter being the first pope, chosen by Jesus to carry on his work of spreading the Good News). Now i'm just waiting to hear who it is, it's really quite exciting.
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| The morning after feeling! |
[10 Apr 2005|01:57pm] |
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This week has been so exhausting for me really, although a large part of it as been much fun. Went to two gigs (No Comply and The City Ghosts) with my friends and both of them were really cool - No Comply do really rock (well Kelly mainly) and i just love The City Ghosts whole melodic dark indie/punk thing! My driving lesson didn't go too well this week - i started off well but lost concentration half way through and i was starting to drive quite wrecklessly really. It's silly i know, but i'm quite worried about my Theory/Hazard Perception Test on April 22nd! I need to put in loads more time on doing practice tests and going over my study materials but i just wanna chill out and sleep in my spare time at the moment. Thursday was much fun hanging with my friend Sarah while she did a load of shopping - i went into Ann Summers for the first time, hehe. In another first, she bought me my first ever Subway sandwich too!!!! And not just a 6" one either, but a foot long Bacon, Ham, Turkey Melt. It was fucking delicious! She's far too generous, that girl. It's a trait i wish i could afford to have, but i'm a right tightwad! Did nowt on Friday except for working. I thought everyone was up for a good night at Spiders, but alas there was too tired. In fairness, i was pretty knackered myself. I walked down the street to go and then thought to myself, "Why Kev? It's fucking freezing, you've got a slight headache, you're tired and none of your friends are gonna be there anyway and it's not like you're gonna pull a random stranger because you're not like that, it'll be a total waste of time and money and you'll have a better night tomorrow!" I woke up on Saturday still really tired after my sleep was disturbed by noisy bastards in the flat upstairs at 1.30am in the morning and then amazingly by twats letting off fireworks around about 3.30am. I was intending to sleep most of the afternoon but my mate Ijeoma rang and asked me to go in town with her. So i did so after going to the bookmakers and putting a few quid on the Grand National. Went into a Comic Book store where our friend, Tony (or Freaky Science as he known) works and Ijeoma and he had a geeky chat about comics and Martial Arts films, i was fascinated! (yeah right) We then popped into Experience and the song they had on was 'Incorporeal' by Tiger Army which was awesome. We walked round Princes Quay for a bit before Ijeoma went to get some Tattoo work done on her arm. Then i watched the Grand National in the bookies, and my horse Hedgehunter won! Yay so i won £10 which was ace because i could spend it at Spiders. Got pretty drunk at Spiders again but didn't really enjoy myself as much as the week before - something and someone was missing (Lora will know what i mean lol). The music wasn't all that great so that lessened the enjoyment a bit. I talked to this nice punk girl who always dances to the cool songs that i like, i found out she is called Becky. She pretty much scarpered straight away though so i didn't have a chance to work my charm (which i don't possess in abundance). Then at the end this girl i know called Sarah was really, really upset because her Mum apparently had told her to leave because she costs too much and they'd be better off without her. So i spent a little time talking to her and giving her hugs because she was crying her eyes out! Lora saw me with her and thought i was getting off with her. Her mouth was wide open, like it was a big shock that anyone would want to do that! She got off with some old guy called "Papa Roach" and that totally smudged her lipstick all over her face and her nose! I helped to make her look normal again but that said she looked like a clown, she wasn't impressed i can tell you. Anyway, as usual today i'm feeling down and unloved! Most of my friends are getting some action (in one form or other), and then there's me so totally not. I should be real happy for them, shouldn't i? but i'm just feeling envious and jealous. I better shut up my whining now and get some lunch.
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| Wow, what a week this! |
[05 Apr 2005|11:46pm] |
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Talk about an historic eventful week:
Pope dies Saturday
See No Comply on Tuesday, Election date announced also
See The City Ghosts on Wednesday
Pope's Funeral on Friday
Prince Charles and Camilla's wedding on Saturday, go to Spiders.
Got loads of things to sort out on Thursday (a train ticket to my sister's and mock driving theory test) and hopefully i'll meet up with my friend Sarah too. I want it to be the weekend already!
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| Easter in Coventry! |
[29 Mar 2005|05:24pm] |
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I had a nice time back at home with the family in Coventry. It was great to see my mother and to help look after her for a little while. She is struggling to swallow these days and therefore is barely eating. She's looking so much older these days but that's probably because her hair hasn't been grey before because she could dye it. It was cool seeing my two sisters for a little while too - Claire (my eldest sister) copied me the new Alkaline Trio album 'Crimson' which isn't even out yet till late May. It fucking rules! Didn't actually do much whilst i was home bar going out to play Snooker on Friday, doing household chores and going to a Quiz on Sunday night with my Dad. I missed going to Spiders very much but it would probably have been a fucking letdown anyhow. Still it's annoying when all your friends say "it was the fucking best night ever!", it always is when i'm not there lol. Still at least i was well fed and watered and actually saved money by going home. It was nice to have company for a change, but now i'm back to being lonely.
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